Dienstag, 5. Februar 2013

kiss me like you wanna be loved

i've been into ed sheeran lately, again. he is one of my favourite musicians ever and his songs are just so sweet and lovely. they get right into my heart, into my soul and fill me with joy. the cutest love songs i know are written by him eventhough i'm not a big fan of love or lovesongs like bruno mars sings. they are awfull and i've been thinking of love in general alot lately. i just found out that one of my best friends, like really best friends, cheated on her new and really sweet boyfriend that shes dating for only a few months with her ex boyfriend and a guy whos dating a girl i know and i was shocked. is that the idea of love today? cheating and acting slutty? i broke up with my boyfriend in summer 2011, my best idea about the entire relationship so far. trying to be perfect for someone who didn't care about me at all and made me feel terrible when i "failed" in certain situations was a horrible experience. so i didn't date a boy since then. i've been out with a few, met a few but i'm simply afraid of love, of being close to someone. a person that might end up being like my ex boyfriend. eventhough i'm a loving and caring person. i will not date someone until someone shows up who makes me forget what i've been through. who's honest and kind, smart and open minded, who lets me do what i want to do. so i'm gonna keep listening to ed sheeran and feel loved by his songs as long as someone comes along and kisses me like he wants so be loved.



  1. That's really sweet and I've felt the same for a long time, until I met my current boyfriend. So don't stop looking or give up on them all together ;)

  2. The cat is super cute, and lovely photos!
    Love is complicated, but you shouldn't give up on it :)

  3. Danke für deinen lieben Kommentar! :)
    Dein Blog gefällt mir gut, hast du Lust mir (auch) zu folgen?

  4. ich liebe ed sheeran und ganz besonders diesen song von ihm! <3 tolle bilder übrigens...

  5. You are so grogeous, I canzkt believe anyone would do that to you! :(


  6. Oh Elena, you are so beautiful and wise. It is a shame how some relationships are these days, but they're not all like that, I promise. I'm glad you have such high standards for yourself, because honestly, you don't deserve anything but the best. You keep being you, and a perfect guy will come and just sweep you off your feet (I promise).


  7. You hair color is amazing! Also boys can be so incredibly stupid!


  8. Love your hair and how its styled your so pretty and thank you for the comment post you left it really made my day :) x


  9. Ed Sheeran is absolutely amazing! Boys can be incredibly stupid! A guy should be lucky to have you, 'cause you're an amazing and lovely girl! :) x Laura

  10. Hey gorgeous! I love the blog :) If you have any time would you be able to check out mine? I just uploaded a post about my trip to Nepal which I really want to share with the world.

    Thankyou! x

  11. You're so pretty!

    Btw. Elena is such a wonderful name. <3

  12. lovely pictures and i hope you find someone lovely soon!

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  13. You have a lovely blog! (and a very cute cat!)
    Sophie xx


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